| This painting
                            is based on a poem by a british poet - Richard Skellington,
                            a british poet | This painting
                            is based on a poem by a british poet - Richard Skellington,
                            a british poet | This painting
                            is based on a poem by a british poet - Richard Skellington,
                            a british poet | 
                      
                        | Goodbye Mr Read
 I
 
 Ninety two years young
 Mr Read sat on his old
 And very comfortable leather armchair
 Switched on the table lamp
 Stroked his grizzled beard
 and sighed
 
 His fingers fumbled for his pipe
 Lost in the folds of his long white beard
 Worn in memory of Merlin the Magician
 Now stained with tobacco
 
 And the daily diet of eggs and tea
 
 An east wind rattled the panes of glass
 The smoke drifted upwards
 In arcs of blue grey light
 Here in this home-made conservatory
 Put together in retirement
 Out of old sheds wardrobes and a creaking gate
 He sat out the rest of his days
 
 Does me good to see you dear boy
 He said as I entered the living space
 That was kitchen bedroom
 Library and observatory
 
 Here from dawn till dusk he watched
 The birds in his Eden
 And the goldfish glide
 Between the lilies in the pond
 
 I have twenty three sparrows this spring
 Two more than last year
 
 His eyes stared beyond the garden
 And then in lost reverie he said
 
 Oh yes, dear boy I remember
 When I retired from the school
 Every day was mine every day
 No more timetables
 Except my own
 They were the best of days
 They were indeed
 
 I had a real water dog way back then
 He followed me everywhere
 
 Do you know
 When I threw a stick into the old mill race
 He would dive in whatever the weather
 Even in snow and ice
 And he always
 This will make you laugh
 He always always returned the stick to the very spot
 Where I had stood to throw it in
 But you see I had moved on
 
 It always made me smile
 
 Then silence
 And the song of birds
 
 Mr Read smiled again and rubbed his beard
 
 Oh yes old Shep always made me smile
 
 He paused and fiddled with his pipe
 And gave a wise man’s shrug
 
 A deeper thought appeared
 
 Just like the children
 Just like the King Street boys*
 
 His mind was elsewhere now
 Puffing his old clay pipe
 Transfixed in memory
 Of homework long ago
 
 Now he was back in school
 
 II
 
 Down the glass corridors
 The first school bell chimed
 Among the playground throng
 Of conker throwing boys
 And then clink clink
 The first distinct echo
 It was a most familiar
 Haunting sound
 Heard by generations
 
 Mr Read cometh
 Be on your toes you boys
 
 His hobnailed shoes left then right
 Steps coming down the hall
 Chiding and correcting
 Even before he entered
 The gladiatorial pit
 
 Worn he told the staff room once
 To let the blighters know he was coming
 
 Assembly quick you boys
 Bring the goalposts in from the rain
 You’ll need them to wear for home
 Jenkins please put Peters down
 You boy don’t run
 Quietly now in step
 Go to assembly
 In now run run
 
 Inside the school hall
 On the assembly stage
 Mr Read stood tall and erect
 To silence the boys’ morning song
 
 He cleared his throat
 And began to deliver
 His last fable from the past
 
 Thirty six years man and boy
 Had stood there
 In the early morning light
 Shining through high arches
 And now here they were
 Eager faces dressed in new uniforms
 
 He opened a book of poems and read
 Slowly from one of Housman’s best
 
 ‘
                          Little is the luck I’ve had
 And oh ‘tis comfort small
 To think that many another lad
 Has had no luck at all’
 
 A long pause
 
 Even the caretaker was here today
 
 His deep voice spoke in kindly tones
 Looking at the silent beguiled faces
 Some he had seen a generation before
 Boys hung on his every word
 
 I taught your fathers
 And your fathers’ fathers
 Some I taught ‘tis true
 Did have no luck
 ‘ Tis true no luck at all
 But many did
 And so I hope do you
 
 Something perhaps you learned from me
 Swayed the falling of the dice
 
 IV
 
 He sat down
 A few nervous coughs rippled across the hall
 
 A boy with shiny satchel
 Holding a brown paper parcel
 Agitated climbed the steps
 
 We wish you luck sir
 He said and put the parcel
 In his headmaster’s hands
 
 Mr read opened it
 The Origin of the Species
 By Charles Darwin
 
 Well well
 How did you know
 I wanted this
 Thank you all
 Thank you all
 So much
 
 The sound of boys clapping filled the hall
 The gowned staff stood and applause rang
 Down the corridors beyond the playground
 
 And into the cobbled streets
 
 Just like the children
 Just like the King Street boys
 
 V
 
 And then he was back with me
 Back from his hall of time
 
 Old Jack saw the little boy again
 He’ll be grown up now
 Running a bank no doubt
 
 He laughed and emptied
 The contents of his tar-stained pipe
 Into the pot of dead geraniums
 
 And looked at the birds beyond the glass
 
 His hands
 Pock marked with the ravages of age
 Looked down in his lap
 And turned the pages of a book
 Charles Darwin The Origin
 
 Did I ever tell you about my first dog
 It was a real water dog that dog
 
 He said
 
 *King Street was the boys’ entrance to his school,
                          the girls entered through the adjacent Queen’s
                          Street
 
 | Collateral
                            Damage
 Death came in a whisper
 To the rag dolled girl
 In the field of rocks
 
 Contorted
 One arm outstretched
 The hand twisted
 She appeals
 To the last drop of humanity
 In a deaf world
 
 My blood is your blood
 See it here splashed
 On rock on field
 She cries
 
 Her staring eyes accuse
 Remember me
 I have forgotten I was ever born
 
 Remember
 Remember
 
 My wasted life
 It lived it laughed
 Like yours
 
 I had known only love till now
 
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